Monday, April 4, 2022

1 Nephi 8

(All of my own thoughts are in blue type. red 4/20 green 1/2021 orange 4/22 Brown 2023) 

CHAPTER 8
Lehi sees a vision of the tree of life—He partakes of its fruit and desires his family to do likewise—He sees a rod of iron, a strait and narrow path, and the mists of darkness that enshroud men (def:to envelop with anything which conceals from observation)This looks like a "secret combination" reference. We definitely are in the mist of darkness today because the secret combinations totally envelop the world!—Sariah, Nephi, and Sam partake of the fruit, but Laman and Lemuel refuse. Between 600 and 592 B.C.

  1 And it came to pass that we had gathered together all manner of aseeds of every kind, both of grain of every kind, and also of the seeds of fruit of every kind. I wonder if there is special significance to the fact that he says “every kind” three times, or each time. Perhaps there is truly something important to variety in our foods, both nutritionally and emotionally. Also; were they camped someplace where all these plants (grains, fruits, other seeds) were plentiful and in season to harvest, or did they go in to a market and buy them, or did God provide them? I guess how they got them is not the message he wants us to understand, just that they got them...of every kind. They were prepared. Think about your own food stores. Do you have food/seeds of every kind?
  2 And it came to pass that while my father tarried  meaning they could have been there for some time, in the wilderness he spake unto us, saying: Behold, I have adreamed a dream; or, in other words, I have bseen a cvision. Is he correcting himself here or explaining that this dream was a special kind of dream. Is there a difference between a vision and a dream?  I heard once, “not all dreams are visions, but a vision can be a dream.” In Oct 2001 President Hinckley said, "the prophecy of Joel has been fulfilled, "And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions". This could be referring specifically to the boy Joseph Smith and his vision of the Father and the Son, but it could also mean we should not discount the dreams and visions we receive from God, perhaps even expect them.
  3 And behold, because of the thing which I have seen, I have reason to rejoice in the Lord because of aNephi and also of Sam; for I have reason to suppose that they, and also many of their seed, will be saved. if he saw their whole future, he would have seen that Nephi’s seed are eventually destroyed, but only chose to say that "many...will be saved." Report the positive first:) Nephi and Sam’s seed are saved only as they were “mixed” in with the Lamanites through their apostasy. 
  4 But behold, aLaman and Lemuel, I fear exceedingly because of you; for behold, methought does this mean he wasn’t sure what he saw now or just at the time he saw it in the dream? I saw in my dream, a dark and dreary wilderness.It's easy to read this and think it was insensitive of Lehi to praise Nephi and Sam first and then single out Laman and Lemuel as being in trouble. As a parent, he would know they are already sensitive to this and that it could be a stumbling block for them. Was this a weakness of Lehi, to speak this way? Or was this how the Spirit inspired him to communicate...
  5 And it came to pass that I saw a aman, and he was dressed in a white brobe; these two footnotes cross reference to Daniel and Joseph Smith seeing angels who they described the same way and he came and stood before me. An angel or the Lord?
  6 And it came to pass that he spake unto me, and bade me follow him. He was given a choice; he was not just not “taken”; he had to choose to follow him. Perhaps there is symbolism in we all followed Jesus and were sent to this place of darkness... 
  7 And it came to pass that as I followed him I beheld myself that I was in a dark and dreary waste. Is this just another word for "wilderness"? Dictionary says waste could mean just a desert, or a place of ruin or devastation. Why did the man in a white robe take him into a dreary waste? Was he a false messenger?
  8 And after I had traveled for the space of many hours in darkness, Was the "man dressed in a white robe" still with him? I began to pray unto the Lord that he would have amercy on me, according to the multitude of his tender mercies. If the "man in the white robe" was the Lord, then he was praying to the person who was with him to take him somewhere different. Or he could be alone at this point.  Interesting that the first experience he has is darkness, and a cry for deliverance…we all have to “know” we “need” a Savior. We would never understand that we need a Savior if we did not have experience with darkness. I love the phrase "multitude of his tender mercies". Lehi uses "remembering" to give him faith as he prays.
  9 And it came to pass after I had prayed unto the Lord I beheld a large and spacious afieldThe Lord answered his prayer. And the place had room for everyone! We all need to seek the Lord in our dreary wasteland 
  10 And it came to pass that I beheld a atree, whose bfruit was desirable to make one chappy. How did he know this fruit would make him happy? Was it just pretty to look at or did someone tell him it would make him happy? Or is he saying this because he's telling the story after the fact and knows he'll learn what the fruit is
  11 And it came to pass that I did go forth and partake of the afruit thereof; and I beheld that it was most sweet, above all that I ever before tasted. Yea, and I beheld that the fruit thereof was white, to exceed all the bwhiteness that I had ever seen. Certainly not a fruit "of this world"...Joseph described “whiteness” this way too 
  12 And as I partook of the fruit thereof it filled my soul with exceedingly great ajoytruly a desirable fruit, then...this could be a “born again” type wherefore, I began to be bdesirous that my family should partake of it also; this should be our natural desire; to first share happiness with our families. for I knew because I had tasted/experienced myself. We can better entice, and invite if we can testify from our own experience. that it was cdesirable above all other fruitThink "Good, Better, Best" ... 
  13 And as I cast my eyes round about, that perhaps I might discover my family also, curious that none of his family were with him to begin with. Does this symbolize that we each must make our own journey? I beheld a ariver of water; and it ran along, and it was near the tree of which I was partaking the fruit.
  14 And I looked to behold from whence it came; and I saw the head thereof a little way off; and at the head thereof I beheld your mother Sariah, and Sam, and aNephi; interesting that they were all together…and they stood as if they knew not whither they should go. At least they seem desirous to know which way to go. We may all reach a point where we are not sure where to go.
  15 And it came to pass that I beckoned unto them; and I also did say unto them with a loud voice don’t be shy in calling your family to happiness. Proclaim truth…or maybe he used a loud voice because the water was noisy...in which case, parents know they often need to be "louder" than the noise that surrounds their family that they should come unto me, and partake of the fruit, which was desirable above all other fruit. noticing he didn’t “leave” the tree to go get them. We don’t leave Christ to bring others to Him 
  16 And it came to pass that they did come unto me and partake of the fruit also. They heard the call and came immediately. They trusted Lehi's voice and judgment. Is there something to learn from the telling of this story, that Lehi, Sariah, Sam and Nephi all came directly to the tree without the iron rod and mist of darkness? Lehi had the dark period, and the other 3 had a period of not knowing where to go, but when shown, they all were able to go directly to the tree. What is the significance of that?
  17 And it came to pass that I was desirous that Laman and Lemuel they were not with the others… should come and partake of the fruit also; wherefore, I cast mine eyes towards the head of the river, that perhaps I might see them. No parents are content until all their children are together in happiness.
  18 And it came to pass that I saw them, but they would anot come unto me and partake of the fruit. Why was their choice different? It seems that they had already separated themselves from Nephi, Sam, and their mother.
  19 And I beheld a arod of iron, and it extended along the bank of the river, and led to the tree by which I stood. If it leads to the tree, then it's purpose is to take you there. Rods of iron are not naturally present alongside rivers. Why not just follow the river to the tree? Who put the rod of iron there? (we'll learn this later...)
  20 And I also beheld a astrait and narrow path, Notice it says "strait" and not "straight".  The first means "narrow; with strict requirements" and the second means without a bend or curve; direct". It makes sense that the path along a river would have bends and curves, so this would be a "narrow path with strict requirements" which came along by the rod of iron, but then, the rod would have to bend and curve too?...even to the tree by which I stood; and it also led by the head of the fountain, unto a large and spacious field, as if it had been a bworldThe rod will lead you from the world to the tree. Both locations are "large and spacious" with room for many people.
  21 And I saw numberless concourses of people, many of whom were apressing forward, they were moving with intent, desire and even a sense of urgency that they might obtain the bpath which led unto the tree by which I stood. if being “born again” means being baptized by fire by Jesus and the Holy Ghost then the covenant path leads us to the tree or gate to the true path which starts after being born again; after tasting of the love of God
  22 And it came to pass that they did come forth, and commence Every journey begins with that first step in the path which led to the tree.
  23 And it came to pass that there arose a amist of darkness; yea, even an exceedingly great mist of darkness, insomuch that they who had commenced in the path did lose their way, that they wandered off and were blost. Ah...now we begin to see the need for the rod of iron
  24 And it came to pass that I beheld others not everyone lost their way. What was the difference? pressing forward, and they came forth and caught hold of the end of the rod of iron; and they did press forward through the mist of darkness, we press forward first to find the rod, then we press forward while holding it. It takes us "through" the mist of darkness, not around it. Don't fear the darkness. The "rod of iron" will see you "through" it.  aclinging The footnote to this word says, "diligence; perseverance" but Elder Bednar gives it a more negative connotation in his conference talk: Lehi's Dream: Holding Fast to the Rod,  to the rod of iron, even until they did come forth and partake of the bfruit of the tree.You will see that partaking of the fruit is not the end of the journey....
  25 And after they had partaken of the fruit of the tree they did cast their eyes about as if they were aashamed. They heard voices and immediately felt ashamed. The fruit did not automatically make them immune from the tempting, mocking voices of others.
  26 And I also cast my eyes round about, and beheld, on the aother side of the river of water, notice the building did not seem to occupy the same space as the rod of iron: we need to be on the side of truth and not the world a great and bspacious also has room for lots of people building; and it stood as it were in the cair, high above the earth hence the phrase “lifted up” in their pride…not a real building. Real buildings do not float in the air. This one had no foundation...destined to fall.
  27 And it was filled with people, both old and young, both male and female; no one is immune from the pride of the world and their manner of dress was exceedingly fine; I am pretty sure, that in the Book of Mormon, "exceedingly fine dress" is always a sin of pride...look it up... and they were in the aattitude pride is an attitude that leads to actions of bmocking and pointing their fingers towards those who had come at and were partaking of the fruit. Keeping the commandments does not assure popularity and approval from the world. Know that up front and you won’t be disappointed or surprised. Perhaps they are mocking the idea that each need to be “born again” and taste of the love of God in this way. Maybe they think it’s not necessary or it is just a process and not something we need to seek or desire. The Come Follow Me lesson this week (Feb 4-11 clearly teaches that being born again begins with confirmation and receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost, but is a life long process. I disagree and feel sad that the church teaches the “born again” doctrine this way. It is so fundamentally important and we don’t get it right. I don’t think I get it completely either, but we miss the boat/mark by not believing it is an “experience” too. For sure, it’s a process to continue on in the Spirit, but I believe there is a “mighty change” experience or it wouldn’t be called that...
  28 And after they had atasted of the fruit they were bashamed, Really? This fruit that fills your soul with joy? because of those that were cscoffing at them; they cared more about what others thought than God. Did the fruit not fill their souls with joy sufficient to withstand the judgments of man? and they dfell away into forbidden paths interesting adjective, "forbidden" paths. Sounds like they knew they shouldn't be there and were lost. No rod of iron to hold on to in forbidden paths...
  29 And now I, Nephi, do not speak aall the words of my father.
  30 But, to be short in writing, behold, he saw other multitudes there are LOTS of GOOD people! pressing forward; and they came and caught hold of the end of the arod of iron; and they did press their way forward, continually holding fast In the above-mentioned talk by Elder Bednar, he says, "Perhaps this third group of people consistently read and studied and searched the scriptures. Perhaps it was diligence and devotion to a seemingly “small and simple [thing]” (Alma 37:6) that saved the third group from perishing." This really stood out to me. In the regional conference we just had (Sept 2013) Elder Clayton opened his talk with a story about an extremely hard economic time in Argentina when there was 80% unemployment. (He just repeated this story in his Apr 2020 General Conference talk) The thing that made the difference between those who weathered that hard time (temporally hard time) without needing assistance from the church and those who did not was one thing: They were faithful and diligent in the "small things": family and personal prayer and scripture study, holding Family Home Evening, paying an honest tithe and generous fast offering, faithful Visiting and Home Teaching, magnified their callings, ...  Why do we struggle with these few commandments that we can actually do almost perfectly? These are "yes" - "no" commandments, You either did them or you didn't. Sure the quality can vary, but actually DOING them is within the ability of every single person. Why are they called "small things"? Because we tend to so easily dismiss them or discount them when we choose not to do them; like the consequence will not really be felt if we miss now and then. But listen to Elder Clayton's testimony: "Those who faithfully comply with the simple commandments of God find that their faith greatly aids them in meeting life's challenges. They find as they obey in great faith and continue to do what is right, desirable consequences do follow. Almost miraculously they find  help in time of need, guidance, strength, courage, resolve, friends and when it is the will of God, direct intervention in their lives.  The blessing of God always attend the righteous." We are all capable; we know how; so if we aren't doing these "small and simple things", the only CORE reason left is that we just really don't want to. Understand that these "small and simple things" can literally save you from perishing...temporally as well as spiritually. Do not discount their importance in your DAILY life! If you struggle with these, search to find the motivation through understanding the blessings attached to them to the rod of iron, until they came forth and fell down and partook of the fruit of the tree. Jordan Peterson also teaches that the small daily things are your life, so you should pay great attention to them. The big things that come along once in awhile do not constitute “your life”. We miss focusing on the right things sometimes.
  31 And he also saw other amultitudes lots of people in this group too feeling their way towards that great and spacious building. I like to take this to mean that they were letting their "emotions/feelings" be their guide. "feelings are not facts", my mother was fond of saying. Satan gets to us through the emotions that fear, envy, strife, and jealousy create. We think because we feel something the thoughts that produced them are true. We notice the feeling first, then try to explain why they are there. When we discover the thought, it "feels" true. But the truth is, the thought created the feeling. The thought was a temptation of the adversary, and we believed it. The fruits of the Spirit do not create feelings of fear, jealousy, envy or strife. If you feel one of those emotions there is a lie somewhere in your thoughts. Find it and reject it and free yourself with the truth!
  32 And it came to pass that many were drowned in the adepths of the bfountain; and many were lost from his view, wandering in strange roads.
  33 And great was the multitude that did enter into that strange building. Did Lehi use the word "strange" to describe the roads and building because they were outside his own personal experience, he having always been faithful and unaffected by the mocking of others? Or was it because they were not natural, artificial, fake...And after they did enter into that building they did point the finger of ascorn Our worst enemies are those who have had the light and then turn from it at me and those that were partaking of the fruit also; but we heeded them not. see Elder Bednar’s April 2022 Conference talkIGNORE THEM. You have a choice. Just 4 simple words can save your eternal soul. Think this every time you are tempted. Just heed them not!
  34 These are the words of my father: For as many as aheeded them, had fallen away.
  35 And aLaman and Lemuel partook not of the fruitAs many witnesses as Laman and Lemuel had, they never took the "fruit" inside their souls and "tasted" the joy it had to offer said my father. All we are told specifically about Laman and Lemuel is that when Lehi called to them they would not come and that they partook not of the fruit. So it seems they never even commenced on the path, never caught hold of the iron rod, never tasted of the fruit of the tree. Not much to even give a father hope...In spite of all the miracles and visitations, they were never born again
  36 And it came to pass after my father had spoken all the words of his dream or vision, which were many it was a loooonnnnggg dream, but I would love to have heard more... he said unto us, because of these things which he saw in a vision, he exceedingly feared for Laman and Lemuel; yea, he feared lest they should be cast off from the presence of the Lord. the real “curse”
  37 And he did aexhort them then with all the feeling of a tender parent not all the rage of a tyrannical parent…, that they would hearken to his words, that perhaps the Lord would be merciful to them, in spite of his dream…Or be merciful and soften their hearts, keep intervening, keep providing miracles...and not cast them off; yea, my father did preach unto them.
  38 And after he had preached  Here is what is right and here is what is wrong... unto them, and also prophesied Here is what happens to you based on what you choose unto them of many things, he bade them to keep the commandments of the Lord; bottom line... and he did cease speaking unto them.What more can I say?
A few of the many lessons in Lehi's dream:
God prepares you for your journey
God can teach you in dreams and visions
You experience darkness so that you know to prize the light
Pray when you are in darkness; help will come
Share the joy you feel with your family above the noise of the world
You choose the path you are on and the manner in which you journey
There is help to see you through the mists of darkness that will surely come
Avoid the pride of the world and their voices
Be tender with those who don’t listen to your invitation
Understand truth and the consequences of your choices
Do not discount the small and simple acts of obedience; ”in this there is safety and peace” Seek to be born again, Taste the fruit

Sunday, April 3, 2022

1 Nephi 7

(All of my own thoughts are in blue type. red 4/20 Green 1/2021 Orange 4/22 Brown 2023) 

CHAPTER 7
Lehi’s sons return to Jerusalem and enlist Ishmael and his household in their causeinteresting....what is the "cause" they were "enlisted" in? Those are words used in a battle...Laman and others rebel—Nephi exhorts his brethren to have faith in the Lord Oh what things we could do/have/become if we truly understood what it means to have “faith in the Lord”!—They bind him with cords and plan his destruction Evil is always trying to enslave us and planning for our destructionHe is freed by the power of faith You too, can be “freed” from what “binds” you…by the “power of faith”.  Learn how to exercise that power—His brethren ask forgiveness—Lehi and his company offer sacrifice Mentioned previously…I have thought of offering sacrifice “before” receiving a blessing…but not about offering one “after”…hmmm… and burnt offerings. It says sacrifice AND burnt offerings. I always read it sacrifice OF burnt offerings. Is there a difference? Between 600 and 592 B.C.

  1 And now I would that ye might know, that after my father, Lehi, had made an end of aprophesying concerning his seed, it came to pass that the Lord spake unto him againWhen we obey…the Lord gives us “more” light….you can expect that, I think saying that it was not meet for him, Lehi, that he should take his family into the wilderness alone; but that his sons should take bdaughters to cwife, that they might raise up dseed unto the Lord in the land of promise. The Lord is giving him another “line”.  First there was “leave Jerusalem”, then “go back and get the plates”, then “go back and get wives for your sons”.  Lehi surely would have appreciated knowing all this up front, but “undaunted still he trusted in his Heavenly Father’s care”. Instead of murmuring about why it was being laid out to him this way, he trusted that the Lord had a “plan” for all this – timing, for Laban, Ishmael.... experiences, building faith, testing trust, etc. Remember “mans ways are not God’s ways”.  Also, Joseph Smith taught that a person can fully exercise faith when he has, "First, the idea that he actually exists; Second, a correct idea of his character, perfections and attributes; Third, an actual knowledge that the course of life which he is pursuing, is according to his [God's] will." Lehi could exercise complete faith in “how” the Lord was having his family proceed because He had those three things covered. Also, Lehi is reinforcing the fact that they are being led to a Promised Land. They have no idea where that is, but apparently there will be no other people there for them to marry, or they won't be of the same beliefs. Or he doesn't know how long it will take and his boys are of marrying age
  2 And it came to pass that the Lord acommanded him that I, Nephi, and my brethren, Since he phrased it this way, it sounds like Nephi was in charge… should again return unto the land of Jerusalem, and bring down Ishmael and his family into the wilderness.
  3 And it came to pass that I, Nephi, did aagain, with my brethren, go forth into the wilderness to go up to Jerusalem. No complaining about this assignment! Was it the “girls”? or increased faith from their first experience??? I can see Laman saying…”We don’t need the Lord on this one…one look at me and these girls will WANT to come”…haha
  4 And it came to pass that we went up unto the house of Ishmael, and we did gain favor in the sight of Ishmael,  insomuch that we did speak unto him the words of the Lord. Did they “gain favor” first and then speak the words of the Lord? Is there something important about that order in trying to persuade someone? I think so. The question is, how do you "gain favor"? What "words of the Lord" did they share? The same ones Nephi has shared with us? Was there more?
  5 And it came to pass that the aLord did soften the heart of Ishmael, and also his household,  Sorry, boys…it wasn’t your good looks after all… I have often wondered about this statement and agency.  If the Lord can soften hearts, why doesn’t he soften everyone’s hearts? How does He do it? Is there something I can do to qualify for that help in softening the heart of another?  Maybe it has something to do with hearing the word of the Lord and the Holy Ghost insomuch that they took their journey with us down into the wilderness to the tent of our father.  This is no small thing for ALL of them to hear and understand and leave all to journey into the unknown. I am thinking, at this point, they could share they were going to "a land of promise" and that Jerusalem was going to be destroyed. If I was convinced of that, I think I would go to:) Was there any temptation to find out if there was any investigation into Laban’s death and Zoram’s disappearance? Did they just assume Zoram had done it and fled? End of story? Makes sense...
  6 And it came to pass that as we journeyed Some people have a short attention span after feeling the spirit… in the wilderness, behold Laman and Lemuel, and two of the adaughters of Ishmael, and the two bsons of Ishmael and their families, (were they married with children? The sons of Ishmael? First mention of the “sons” of Ishmael and their families. If they were married, how hard would it have been for their wives to leave their own family and relatives? Did this play in to their rebellion? did crebel against us; yea, against me, Nephi, and Sam, and their father, Ishmael, and his wife, and his three other daughters. That makes 5 girls for Lehi’s 5 boys…if you count Jacob, but he wasn't born yet. Maybe one of the daughters was married with family. 
  7 And it came to pass in the which rebellion, they were desirous to return unto the land of Jerusalem. Don’t look back!  The Spirit is willing….but the flesh is weak….
  8 And now I, Nephi, being agrieved The "natural man" in most of us would be frustrated, angry, intolerant, etc at this behavior, but Nephi grieved, which the dictionary defines as stronger than sadness, implying deep mental suffering often endured alone and in silence but revealed by one's appearance or look.  for the hardness of their hearts the opposite of a “soft” heart. God can soften hearts, but he cannot force them to stay that way…therefore I spake unto them, saying, yea, even unto Laman and unto Lemuel obviously the “ring leaders” here…Now be sure and read this with a tone of grief not anger...it changes things.: Behold ye are mine elder brethren, and how is it that ye are so hard in your hearts, and so blind in your minds, that ye have need that I, your byounger brother, should speak unto you, yea, and set an cexample for you? Ouch…that would put them on the defense…yet he’s begging them to lead out IN RIGHTEOUSNESS!
    9 How is it that ye have not hearkened unto the word of the Lord?
  10 How is it that ye have aforgotten that ye have seen an angel of the Lord?
  11 Yea, and how is it that ye have forgotten what great things the Lord hath done for us, in adelivering us out of the hands of Laban, and also that we should obtain the record?
  12 Yea, and how is it As Nephi keeps saying this phrase, it seems to underscore how utterly frustrated he was with his brother’s inability to process all that has happened to them; that they have "forgotten". As Nephi keeps using this word, he is teaching us how important and influential the word “remember” is to our faith.  If you are feeling “weak” just “REMEMBER” that the Lord is able to do all athings according to his will, for the children of men, if it so be that they exercise bfaith in him? Write this one and put it on your wall, and write it in your heart! I just printed this out and put it on my wall:) Now read it daily! Wherefore, let us be faithful to him. So He can do ALL things, according to His will…and that power is activated by our faith. It leads me to believe, that something can be His will, but it is not manifest because we did not activate His power by our faith. Therein lies the motivation for us to understand true faith and to learn how to discern His will. How many times do we say something didn't happen just because it must not have been His will, when it really may have just been that we didn't have the faith? In fact, if you KNOW something is His will, then the faith part shouldn't be as hard. I think the real task is to know whether or not something is in fact, His will. My question is, will He make His will known just if you ask or does He sometimes withhold that knowledge so that we will exercise faith, not knowing, and then still trust Him if we do not receive what we want. This is a BIG thing in our lives...REALLY BIG!!!
  13 And if it so be that we are faithful to him, we shall obtain the aland of promise this is the image that Nephi could hold in his mind to keep him going…; and ye shall know at some future period (even though Nephi “knows” now, because he’s seen it…) we will all know “at some future period” that the Lord was guiding us along… that the word of the Lord shall be fulfilled concerning the bdestruction of cJerusalem; for all things which the Lord hath spoken concerning the destruction of Jerusalem must be fulfilled. I just had this awareness come to me the other day. Back in January (it's April now), I was deciding what to have my students do for the Spring recital. I have never done this before, but I decided to have them play the last song they passed off right before the recital and then play one song of my choosing of all the songs they've learned this semester. I really want them to be able to open the book anywhere and just play it. It will really help them feel like they know how to play without practicing. Plus, it seems like we have to put their regular progress on hold for the last two months to get their "special" recital songs ready. I've never done this before, but it felt like a good idea. Little did I know we'd have a pandemic shut the world down and that I'd be teaching piano lessons over the internet for 4 weeks (still going on). My decision about the recital is perfect for this situation, since we may not be able to have a recital, or if we did, there's been no pressure to try to get ready for one in the current situation. Truly I can look back and see that I was led to that decision. So grateful!
  14 For behold, the aSpirit of the Lord bceaseth soon hadn’t happened yet? to strive with them; for behold, they have crejected the prophets, and dJeremiah have they cast into prison. And they have sought to take away the elife of my father, not “our” Father? …insomuch that they have driven him out of the land. Laman and Lemuel twist this phrase as they teach their children to hate their brethren the Nephites, saying that Lehi and Nephi drove their family out of Jerusalem so they could rule over them. You could also read this to mean that the Jews “made” him leave Jerusalem; kicked him out…but the fact is he was “driven” out, or I would say “led out” by the Lord because if he stayed, they would kill him like the other prophets. So in that respect they “drove” him out, or caused him to “have” to leave. There is also something very significant about a people being considered "ripe in iniquity" and their killing and rejecting prophets. The whole Jaradite record only talks about the people rejecting prophets. The brother of Jared was not allowed to share with his own people that He had seen the Lord. Most of the prophets, it seems, just were telling the people to repent and walk in the ways of righteousness. How much of the gospel did they have/know/understand? There is no talk of baptism, or churches. But they were accountable for what they were given, and clearly the Lord sent prophets, which they rejected and it proved their utter destruction. Will the killing of our prophets also be a sign that we are in a fullness of iniquity? Will it be outright murder or murder through the secret works of darkness (vaccines, weather manipulation, HAARP - manmade earthquakes, wars)
  15 Now behold, I say unto you that if ye will return unto Jerusalem ye shall also perish with them. And now, if ye have choice the Lord never forces us to be saved, go up to the land, and remember this is KEY! the words which I speak unto you, that if ye go ye will also perish; for thus the Spirit of the Lord constraineth me that I should speak. In other words…don’t be angry with me…these aren’t my words; in fact, I wouldn't speak them unless the Spirit told me to because I know you aren't going to hear me...
  16 And it came to pass that when I, Nephi, had spoken these words unto my brethren, they were angry with me No softening going on here...they didn’t even have a debate, or show any sign of even trying to understand….So there goes my theory that hearing the word of the Lord (which Nephi just reviewed with them) is what softens hearts. It must have more to do with the person hearing And it came to pass that they did lay their hands upon me, for behold, they were exceedingly dictionary defines as “to an extreme degree” wroth - “vehemently incensed and condemnatory”…(got to look up those words now…)”vehemently” means fierce: marked by extreme intensity of emotions or convictions; “incensed” means - angered at something unjust or wrong; and “condemnatory” means - Declaring an evildoer to be guilty; a final judgment of guilty – (thinking of the Savior saying to the woman caught in adulty "Neither do I condemn thee. Does this mean He didn't see her as "evil", knowing her past perhaps, and that she was not ready for a "final" judgment.) So in other words, they were extremely, with a fierce intensity of emotion, angry with Nephi, from a place of feeling they had been unjustly accused and wronged and were ready to declare Nephi guilty of evildoing.  Wow!, and they did abind me with cords, for they sought to take away my life, that they might leave me in the wilderness to be devoured by wild beasts. Yep…they were exceedingly wroth alright…. Where else in scripture did brothers want to leave their younger brother in the wilderness to die? (Joseph) I am sure Laman and Lemuel were familiar with this story. Could they not see themselves in it? Maybe they arrogantly thought, "If he's so special, let God save him, like he did Joseph, and he can save us later and we'll be forgiven. Maybe God will mean it for good in the end. Nah...I don't think they thought that deeply. Too reactive and controlled by the immediate circumstances!
  17 But it came to pass that I prayed Our first attempts for help should always be to the Lord in prayer! unto the Lord, saying: O Lord, according to my faith Nephi was “remembering” all that he had been told, had seen, and had done. which is in thee the only kind of faith that produces salvation is IN Jesus Christ, wilt thou deliver me from the hands of my brethren; yea, even give me astrength that I may bburst these bands with which I am bound. Nephi asked for something specific, not leaving the “how” this time up to the Lord.
  18 And it came to pass that when I had said these words, behold, the bands were loosed from off my hands and feet, The Lord said “yes” to the request to be delivered from being bound, but he said “no” to the request to be given strength to “burst” them. Hmmm….interesting.  What are the possible reasons for this? and I stood before my brethren, and I spake unto them again I think right about now I would feel like running….
  19 And it came to pass that they were angry with me again, surprise….Nephi would be tempted here to say to the Lord, "See! I really needed to "burst" those bands off to show them your power. You should have done it the way I asked. Now they think they didn't tie it tight enough and I just got them loose." and sought to lay hands upon me; but behold, one of the adaughters of Ishmael, yea, and also her mother, and one of the sons of Ishmael Second time the sons of Ishmael are mentioned, If there were only two sons, one softened his heart. Or perhaps there were two that rebelled and one more, not mentioned earlier that did not go along with the other two. If there were only two and one softened his heart, then this could give Lemuel courage to not always go along with Laman did plead with my brethren, insomuch that they did soften their hearts; I wonder what they could have possibly said to sway Laman and Lemuel at this point, but maybe this is the reason there was no show of power in Nephi's bands being loosed. God was giving those who looked on a chance to "stand for truth and righteousness". The effects of that were profound. Lesson for us: God can do all things, but He also knows all things. Nephi had to have the courage to speak the words given to him by the Spirit, probably knowing his brothers wouldn't hear him and not just become angrier but he knew they were violent when angry. What he may not have known is the effect those words would have on those who were watching. Did those watching have a responsibility to step forward and stand up for Nephi? What if you were Nephi? Could you speak? What if you were watching? Could you speak? Laman and Lemuel could have just as easily turned on those who spoke up for Nephi. Here is the lesson for me..."Do what is right...let the consequence follow"  In other words, my job is to do what is right. Then I just have to "let" the consequence happen and trust the Lord no matter what the outcome. and they did cease striving to take away my life. It sounds like no change of heart, but a small concession to at least let Nephi live and no turning on those who stood up for him. I still don’t know why they didn’t just go back to Jerusalem and leave Nephi to “die” naturally in the wilderness, since they believed that was going to happen anyway….
  20 And it came to pass that they were sorrowful, because of their wickedness, Really? A change of heart after all? insomuch that they did bow down before me, and did plead with me that I would aforgive them of the thing that they had done against me. Was this just for “show”?  Or did they see there was no way for them to take the life of their brother and return to Jerusalem or go forward to Lehi without being “caught” in their sin. If they were sincere, then I really want to know what the daughter, son and wife of Ishmael said that had such effect on them!
  21 And it came to pass that I did frankly defined as “honestly” aforgive them all that they had done, Laman and Lemuel may have been feigning repentance, but it didn’t matter to Nephi. Even though they had just threatened his life he honestly forgave them.  A lesson for us as we forgive others…and I did exhort them that they would pray unto the Lord their God for bforgiveness. This is all we should care about when someone asks us for forgiveness, that they clear it with the Lord for their own sakes, not ours.  We just forgive regardless…that is for our own sakes. And it came to pass that they did so. Wow…so quick to do what Nephi says after being “exceedingly wroth”…I’m still suspicious…. And after they had done praying unto the Lord we did again travel on our journey towards the tent of our father. See…we’re on the right track…we’re looking forward, not back!
  22 And it came to pass that we did come down unto the tent of our father. And after I and my brethren and all the house of Ishmael had come down unto the tent of my father, they did give athanks unto the Lord their God; and they did offer bsacrifice and burnt offerings Another “thank” offering…hmmm unto him. Also, no record of Nephi saying, "And I did tell my father Lehi all the wrongs my brothers had committed on our journey," because he only recorded that which was of "great worth" to you and me. I am really trying to be cleansed of the desire to speak of other people's wrongs. Nephi is a great example to me.

Saturday, April 2, 2022

1 Nephi 6

(All of my own thoughts are in blue type. red 4/20 Green 1/2021 Orange 4/22 Brown 2023)
 
CHAPTER SIX
Nephi writes of the things of God—His purpose is to persuade men to come unto the God of Abraham and be saved. Saved from what? It is so important that we gain a realization that this life IS A TIME TO PREPARE FOR THE NEXT.  Yes, "men are that they might have joy"…but not for just now.  Life isn’t over after we die…in fact we “go on” much much longer than we are ever here. The most important thing to accomplish here is to learn to “choose God” again...for we chose Him once already before our earth life...and become like Him so we can be in his presence forever.  And not only that…we must avoid the “pains of hell” which are very real, "how real…we know not".  But there are those who do know; and that knowledge has led them to spend their entire lives trying to help others come to that knowledge. Between 600 and 592 B.C.I am thinking that he calls God "the God of Abraham" because of the covenants God made with Abraham. Those covenants are SO IMPORTANT for us to know, understand and believe. 

  1 And now I, Nephi, do not give the genealogy of my fathers in athis part of my record; neither at any time shall I give it after upon these bplates which I am cwriting; for it is given in the record which has been kept by my dfather; wherefore, I do not write it in this work. I’ve often wondered if everyone in my family should have duplicate copies of the same genealogy…maybe it is just important that their be one record that all have access to…
  2 For it sufficeth me to say that we are descendants of aJosephI think he limits his words to this sentence, not because it's not important, but because if you know they are descendants of Joseph, then you can know a lot. I have pondered recently the importance of who I am descended from. I think about their prayers for their posterity (me) and wonder what blessings I experience solely based on their good lives, or prayers, or faith. My "line" is blessed "above that which is normal" (from my PB) and I must never forget to feel gratitude and humility for these blessings of pure grace in my life. And I should pray for my own posterity so they can be blessed as I have been. 
  3 And it mattereth not to me that I am particular to give a full account of all the
things of my father, for they cannot be written upon
athese plates, for I desire the room that I may write of the things of God. This was Nephi’s passion…to write the things of God! Did his father's writings contain many things that are not "the things of God"? (history, daily journalings...)
  4 For the fulness of mine intent is that I may apersuade men to bcome unto the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, I wonder what the significance of referring to God this way is…(covenants) and be saved. This is Nephi’s passion.  Having seen, and heard, and felt what he did…he has a burning passion to convince us all to “come unto Christ.” We must come to know for ourselves, why we need to Come unto Christ. and desire it with all our might, mind and strength. Look for references that "being saved" is referring to being "born again" as you go through the Book of Mormon.
  5 Wherefore, the things which are apleasing unto the world natural man? I do not write, but the things which are pleasing unto God be prepared for this discrepancy in what appeals to you in your life…and what you may read in this book and unto those who are not of the world. One way to know you are "not of the world" is if you find these writings "pleasing".
  6 Wherefore, I shall give commandment unto my seed, that they shall not occupy these plates with things which are not of worth unto the children of men. Based on his “passion” above…he only wants things that will persuade us to come unto Christ.  Not only did Mormon compile this record from many records, but he had to choose what was of “most” worth of all that was of worth unto us! Surely, “the words of Christ” will tell you all things you should do BECAUSE…the words of Christ fill you with the Spirit, and the Spirit will tell you all things you should do…

Friday, April 1, 2022

1 Nephi 5

(All of my own thoughts are in blue type.red 4/20 Green 1/21 orange 4/22 Brown 2023)   
 
CHAPTER FIVE
Sariah complains  we are all human…against Lehi—Both rejoice and we can all repent… over the return of their sons Lehi was probably worried about them too, but his faith did not waiver—They offer sacrifices curious about the connection of gratitude and sacrifices…—The plates of brass contain writings of Moses and the prophets—They identify Lehi as a descendant of Joseph Lehi knew that the Brass plates contained a genealogy of his. I wonder if he had read them before?—Lehi prophesies concerning his seed and the preservation of the plates. Between 600 and 592 B.C.

  1 And it came to pass that after we had come down into the wilderness unto our father, behold, he was filled with joy, and also my mother, Sariah, was exceedingly glad, for she had truly mourned because of us.
  2 For she had supposed that we had perished in the wilderness;Our "stories" are pretty powerful! They really could have perished in Jerusalem at the hands of Laban! But she was wrong...and she also had acomplained against my father, telling him that he was a bvisionary man; She didn't have a testimony of the authenticity of his visions yet? Was she just following her husband because of tradition? Or did she just doubt? Perhaps when the vision isn't your own, there is always room for doubt. Maybe that is why Nephi sought his own witness, so he would never doubt? perhaps it sounds less credible to say you had a dream or saw a vision than to claim God stood before you, or sent an angel like he did to Laman and Lemuel saying: Behold thou hast led us forth from the land of our inheritance, and my sons are no more, and we perish in the wilderness. She lost sight of what she DID know….about Lehi, about God, about faith...Faith is trusting in God even though all the "evidence" seems to point to something different. "Is anything too hard for the Lord?" This has been a dividing point with covid and the vaccines and masks. Our leaders have urged us to comply. All the "evidence" seems to point against it. The difference is they have never acknowledged the "evidence" that points against it and only point to "evidence" that they say supports it (which has only been "trusted government and health officials", which in our day should never been "trusted"! So it doesn't seem to fall in to the category of "is anything too hard for the Lord". Although, obviously, God could protect us from the "poison of a serpent" as He promises to do as a sign that follows believers. But I believe the prophet would say as much if we were asked to take it as a "test". He didn't. 
  3 And after this manner of language had my mother complained against my father. This is NOT the "language of faith" but the "language of doubt and fear".
  4 And it had come to pass that my father spake unto her, saying: I know that I am a avisionary man; no negative connotations about being visionary, for Lehi…for if I had not seen the things of God in a bvision I should not have known the goodness of God, this is a “big picture” phrase…regardless of current circumstances, if we have faith in the “goodness of God” then we do not worry about outcomes...we trust all things work together for our good I want to know this "goodness" of God for myself too but had tarried at Jerusalem, and had perished with my brethren. He is GRATEFUL to be a visionary man…
  5 But behold, I have aobtained a bland of promise, can you hear the language of faith? I “HAVE” obtained a land of promise….even though they had only barely left Jerusalem. Also, I think this is the first time he mentions that he has been told where he is going; how much detail did he know about that? in the which things I do rejoice; yea, and I cknow that the Lord will deliver my sons out of the hands of Laban, and bring them down again unto us in the wilderness. Do you hear his faith? But if you had seen your family in vision in a "land of promise" it would be that much easier to have faith that they would be preserved. 
  6 And after this manner of language did my father, Lehi, acomfort Faith can comfort. Share with others what you "know" even if it is not seen or come to pass yet. my mother, Sariah, concerning us, while we journeyed in the wilderness up to the land of Jerusalem, to obtain the record of the Jews.
  7 And when we had returned to the tent of my father, behold their joy was full, and my mother was comforted. We can joy in what we “know”, but it is full when it has come to pass.
  8 And she spake, saying: Now I know of a surety that the Lord hath acommanded my husband to bflee into the wilderness;one… yea, and I also know of a surety that the Lord hath protected my sons, and delivered them out of the hands of Laban, two…and given them power three… whereby they could caccomplish the thing which the Lord hath commanded them. And after this manner of language did she speak. Sariah received her testimony…and she witnesses to her family The Lord commands; He protects and delivers; He gives us power! She learns to speak the "language of faith" herself. The Lord tries our faith with experiences that change faith to knowledge. As of this writing, the world is in the middle of a pandemic that has us all on some level of quarantine. People are praying and hoping for a miracle, but there is much doubt and worry as well that this may not turn out well. I am praying that those doubts are turned to increased faith after a miraculous end is granted, just like it did for Sariah. April 2022. No miracle. Only "corrupt man". No increased faith. Pandemic is almost "over", but was replaced with a war between Ukraine and Russia, rising inflation, and food shortages. Where are we headed....? Clearly to increased need and dependence on God and not man!
   9 And it came to pass that they did rejoice exceedingly, very, very happy… and did offer asacrifice and burnt offerings unto the Lord; and they gave bthanks what is the connection??? unto the God of Israel. I mean, I think he offered a "thank offering" as prescribed in the Law of Moses, but why is it good to express gratitude with a sacrifice?
  10 And after they had given thanks unto the God of Israel, my father, Lehi, took the records which were engraven upon the aplates of brass, and he did search them from the beginning. Notice the order… as excited as Lehi was to start studying the brass plates, he gave thanks with sacrifice and burnt offering first...sounds like it may have taken some time to do that...not just a quick "thanks Lord" prayer.
  11 And he beheld that they did contain the five abooks of Moses, which gave an account of the creation of the world, and also of Adam and Eve, who were our first parents; Taught this in the temple…
  12 And also a arecord of the Jews from the beginning, even down to the commencement of the reign of Zedekiah, king of Judah;  temporal history…
  13 And also the prophecies of the holy prophets, scripture… from the beginning, even down to the commencement of the reign of aZedekiah; and also many prophecies which were? which have been spoken by the mouth of bJeremiah. I think he was their current prophet. He is the one that testified that Jerusalem would be destroyed if they didn't repent. Here we are 9 months later. No miraculous end to the pandemic. There's a "warp-speed" vaccine, but it doesn't seem to be anything miraculous other than they pushed it through faster than any other vaccine. Just means it wasn't tested properly or long enough. Now they want to offer those in the trial that got the placebo the vaccine, so they can't track the "haves" and the "have-nots". Really suspect! I wonder what God's purpose in all of this is? Has he prolonged it because His people (the church) haven't increased their faith during this time? Are we holding back the miracle? I think so. As a whole we did not rely on personal revelation. We did not "study it out"; we took no thought...we are now 3 years into this "tribulation" and the truth is coming out more and more about the evil behind the last 3 years. I pray that this will be the fulfillment of the prophecy that "they will fall into the pit they dig for others" and that a saving "brass serpent" will be raised to heal all who have been poisoned by their venom.
  14 And it came to pass that my father, Lehi, also found upon the aplates of brass a bgenealogy of his cfathers; wherefore he knew that he was a descendant of dJoseph; through Ephraim or Manasseh? Did that mean he wasn't a "Jew" by descent? Definitely was an Israelite. Did he not know this before he read it? yea, even that Joseph who was the son of eJacob, who was fsold into Egypt, and who was gpreserved by the hand of the Lord, though preserved through great testing, trial and faith that he might preserve his father, Jacob, and all his household from perishing with famine. Lehi had a similar mission...to preserve his family from perishing...both are a type of Jesus Christ who came to earth to keep us from perishing eternally. He is the "bread of life" and the "living water". (think Sacrament)
  15 And they were also aled out of captivity and out of the land of Egypt, by that same God who had preserved them. A type of Lehi’s family?
  16 And thus my father, Lehi, did discover Sounds like he didn't know before this what his genealogy was, or he just discovered it was written on the brass plates (meaning he'd not read them before) the genealogy of his fathers. And Laban also was a descendant of aJoseph, wherefore he and his fathers had kept the brecords. So Lehi and Laban could have been cousins or were at least relatives of some sort. Did Lehi know this before or was he just now discovering it? If they were distant relatives he may not have known it, but if they were cousins I think he would have. It may explain why the boys thought they might just be able to walk in and ask Laban for the plates, "Hi, Uncle Laban, or cousin Laban...we were just wondering if you'd be so kind as to let us have those plates...they'd still be in the family..." It also makes me think there might have been more conversation at the time they asked Laban for the plates. He would have wanted an explanation. Did they tell him that they were commanded to leave? Did they invite him to come? (He was a relative, after all) Did he have to die because he knew too much or because he'd rebelled against knowledge?
  17 And now when my father saw Interesting he says "saw" instead of "read". Do you "see" things when you "read"? Or does "saw" just mean "understand", like when we say, "oh, I see what you mean"? all these things, Creation, history, commandments, prophecies, genealogy he was filled with the Spirit, the scriptures are the key to accessing the spirit…remember when he read the “book” in his vision…he was immediately filled with the Spirit as well… and began to prophesy concerning his seed—
  18 That these aplates of brass should go forth unto all bnations, kindreds, tongues, and people who were of his seed.
  19 Wherefore, he said that these plates of brass should anever perish; neither should they be dimmed any more by time. Had they been dimmed by time up to his day? And he prophesied many things concerning his seed.
  20 And it came to pass that thus far I and my father had kept the commandments not “I and my family”? Yet, this record only says that Lehi and Nephi were given specific commandments… wherewith the Lord had commanded us."Us", as in Lehi and Nephi?
  21 And we had obtained the records Is just having them enough?…which the Lord had commanded us, and searched them No, Here is where the real value lies…and found that they were desirable; yea, even of great aworth unto us, insomuch that we could bpreserve the commandments of the Lord unto our children. We are only ever one generation away from apostasy…
  22 Wherefore, it was wisdom in the Lord that we should carry them with us, as we journeyed in the wilderness towards the land of promise. Not “as we left Jerusalem”…but “as we journeyed forth”…”towards”, not “away from”…